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Choices Part 7 I hope you like it. Thank you for all your comments cant wait to see what you think of this chapter

Choices Part 7 I hope you like it. Thank you for all your comments cant wait to see what you think of this chapter I stopped off on my way home to visit my mum tell her my news. I didnt know how to feel I was so emotional. I decided to tell her that her little girl was expecting a little girl or guy of her own. I knew my mum would not have been happy with this but she would of supported no doubt.... and I knew that Rosa would do the same and so I decided to tell her. At first she was shocked she couldnt believe it. She could see the anxirty on my face so she said 'I look to young to be a great grandma!' I couldnt help but laugh.... Rosa said all the right things and almost staright away I felt like this was not going to be such a big a problem as I initally thought although she did ask and looked concerned whether Lewis knew or not..... so I tried casually bringing up kids in the conversation with Lewis although he seemed to just change the subject, he told me that he wanted to live life first and than maybe just maybe he would consider having kids. I decided this was not the best time to tell him.... and he ended up just giving me a big hug and telling me that all he needed was me (and of course my Grandmas house) I decided to do some research about pregnancy to help prepare myself and just to see what was going to happen. It said in the book that the baby now was the size of a bud I was 10 weeks pregnant I couldnt believe it. Lewis saw the pregnacy book on the table and sort of flipped out I told him that it was an old one and that Rosa had been cleaning out her book shelves and she left it out to take to the charity shop (I didnt want to lie but I also didnt want to fight I was shattered and just did not have the energy) However that night guilt came upon me (plus I felt like I was getting fatter!) and I decided to tell Lewis that I had been lying to him and he was going to be a daddy... WOW... thats fantastic we are going to be the best parents in the world I am so happy to be sharing this with you, you are everything to me and this baby is going to complete us.... If only he had said that. Instead he flipped again (he had been doing this more recently!) not bothered that I had lied to him but annoyed that I got pregnant like I had planned it and I got pregant by myself!!! After that my life sort of took the same routine. I found myself at home as I had no job either sitting around not doing much.... or helping Rosa to keep the house in check although she made sure that I didnt do to much!!! Most dinner times it was just me and Rosa and she could see me getting more concerned and upset as the days went on... Then I would usually phone him, even though Rosa totally disagreed with this and leave an answer machine message and a text message on his phone. He would normally turn in about 4am in the morning he would always wake me up and he didnt smell too nice either (the memories I what I use to get up to that late at night started to flood back!!) However this particular night something different happened. Instead of waiting in bed for him I found myself in a taxi with Rosa on our way to the hospital. The doctor told me that little Bobby was born too early and he was just too small to enter this big world. I had given birth at 7 months and unfortnatly there was nothing anyone could have done little Bobby was just not strong enough. As his mother I just lay there hopelessly tired, emotional, angry and more than anything guilty.... even though Rosa was there for me when I eventually was sent home I just broke down. I could not believe that this had happened I felt so guilty surely I could have done something to save Bobby... I had lost a mother and now my beautiful baby son. Even though I did not get the chane to get to know Bobby I had bonded with him for seven months. For the first time ever I could totally relate to the pain and lost Rosa felt when my mum died.

Choices Part 7

Feb 14, 2010 by lady frankie
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    10 Comment(s) posted so far

    #1 On Feb 15, 2010 martoele wrote:

    Oh dear. There really are some men who think that the woman is the only one to take care and not get pregnant. I feel very sorry that she lost the child but on the other hand, perhaps it's better. I hope, she will make the choise of sending this fellow away... \:\)

    #2 On Feb 15, 2010 candy820 wrote:

    A Great part. So sad she lost her baby.  \:\(  I sure hope she gets rid of that jerk. \:wacko\: Waiting for the next chapter.5.0 here\:D

    #3 On Feb 15, 2010 Illandrya wrote:

    Oh, I was so hoping that Lewis was one of the good guys \:\( Like Candy and Margo I hope she wises up and sends him packing (I can't believe she hasn't done it yet!).  They say that what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger - let us hope that she learns from her choices and becomes a better, stronger person for it. I really enjoyed this chapter and will be looking out for the next one!

    #4 On Feb 15, 2010 Ceipshine wrote:

    So sad. I hope she gets rid of Lewis. Looking forward to the next chapter.

    #5 On Feb 15, 2010 fredbrenny wrote:

    Loved the chapter!!! Send Lewis away! He's such an immature baby. Sorry she lost her baby at 7 months..Boy... Time to relax, reflect and grow up. Can't wait what happens next! Congrats on being featured also! Job well done!

    #6 On Feb 15, 2010 Golden97 wrote:

    Awesome chapter \:\) Though it was sad at the end of the chapter, it was still good! \:D This story gets better and better i cant wait to see what ese happens \:rah\: - Katie

    #7 On Feb 16, 2010 xxheartlessxx12 wrote:

    Lewis is such a HUGE JERK! I hope she'll get rid of him soon! Aww, she lost her baby boy \:\( The story keeps gettin better! I want MORE! \:\)

    #8 On Feb 16, 2010 isarpgista wrote:

    Oh, I think to lost a child at 7 months must be terrible... \:\( I hope she finds a good guy next time. She deserves to be happy too. \:D

    #9 On Feb 17, 2010 Jennifer_R wrote:

    Oh that is so sad! \:\( Liam is not worth it and she should disgard of him as soon as possible. Thankfully she has Rosa for some wisdom and comfort through this situation. Great part! \:\)

    #10 On Apr 6, 2010 ohgodcaitlyn wrote:

    Awh, i was really hoping she'd have the baby. But on the other hand it was totally unexpected and makes the story better !

     
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