Dreams? What are they? :x
It’s been two nights that i have dreamt about me getting back my ex and honestly it’s so frustrating :(...Yeah I admit, I’m not that over her TOTALLY since we broke up I think almost a year now..Why I’m still not over her TOTALLY you ask? I do not know either, maybe because I was too serious on her...Man; I gave everything to her the best that I could to make her happy ALWAYS. My friends knew how much sacrifice I did just for her and God knows how much I really love her... But I guess that’s just the way life is, at any time, everything can change even people’s feelings, I think it’s the most complex and unstable thing in the world. I have been trying my best to move on and then what? She just came in to my dreams and saying she’s wants me back? That is just so insane, I don’t want to keep my hopes up again just because of those DREAMS… I’ve had enough… It’s too painful and I don’t think I can take it anymore… every day I am hoping and praying that I would be over her soon COMPLETELY. I can say I am a bit okay now until those dreams appeared! It’s really bothersome :(… I had stopped thinking of her the past few months and just because of that DREAM it’s like I’m back to the very beginning of forgetting her. And I tell you, it’s too DAMN painful… I just thank my friends who are always there for me for they made me strong enough to face REALITY.
I just don’t get it, life took away the one I love and I have accepted it, that we can never be and then gave me that DREAM? Seriously, what are dreams? What do they represent? :(