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It hurts, but it's You.
Published Aug 20, 2014


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Hello, hello :)

First, I want to deeply apologize for my late updates on Endless and Heavily Heavenly.
I'd been redownload cc and pretty much got distracted by.. various things xD
Currently I'm busy with taking the screenshots for both stories, so fear not!

But since I'm still arguing a bit with myself, about what to put in and what to leave and what not asdfjmlskdf XD... I'll give you this small story. This little story is actually showing an idea I had for a story, but decided not to do.. yet.

I present you,

It hurts, but it's You.

Prepare yourself ha~ just kidding =3=.. I think o-o

Enjoy ^-^

Hello, hello :)

First, I want to deeply apologize for my late updates on Endless and Heavily Heavenly.
I'd been redownload cc and pretty much got distracted by.. various things xD
Currently I'm busy with taking the screenshots for both stories, so fear not!

But since I'm still arguing a bit with myself, about what to put in and what to leave and what not asdfjmlskdf XD... I'll give you this small story. This little story is actually showing an idea I had for a story, but decided not to do.. yet.

I present you,

It hurts, but it's You.

Prepare yourself ha~ just kidding =3=.. I think o-o

Enjoy ^-^
"Hey, do you remember.. me?" "You don't, right? That's what they told me and I didn't believe them, until, I saw you myself..

Will you listen to my stories? Our stories? Our memories? ... I hope you will, because...

I don't want to lose you."
...

Remember that time, we saw each other for the last time, before this all happened?
We were walking through a little park, a place where we always were, if we decided to secretly see each other. It was our usual meeting in the morning, before we would head back to our own worlds.

Our different worlds.

"Luk! It's a wonderful day, isn't it? I wish I could stay here all day." You sighed, and I felt your shoulders slightly lifting up and down, with that sigh. I smiled, nodding and replied, "It is and I wish for the same."
You were always talking about different things, about many things, going from the place you had your breakfast, to what you were going to do for the day.

"Aah! We should definitely go to this café together some time."
"Sure, is that a promise?" I asked, slightly smiling at your eyes, which were filled with somehing, I could never give a name. Happiness? Love? I had no clue, but I loved it.

"It is." You said with your firm, yet sweet voice, and planted a kiss on my cheek.
After walking a while, you moved in front of me and turned around, making me stop.
What were you doing then, I wondered, and you probably too now.

"Luk.."
I thought I did something bad, but what? I didn't know.
"W-will you... finally come with me to my house to meet my family...?"
I probably heaved a huge sigh, because I didn't want to, but to be honest, it could have been worse.
"I .. are you sure..?"
"Yes, yes, I am!"
How could you be so sure, whilst I didn't know..
"But..." I hesitated.
"But what?" You frowned, slightly pouting your tiny mouth.
"What if they don't like me?"
"Are you kidding?!" You said out loud and let out a laugh. "They will love you! I talk about you everyday and they're dying to meet you!"

I remember feeling totally uncomforable and scratched my head like always when I felt that way. I didn't want to say no to you, not at all, but.. It was me who was frightened.

What if they didn't like me?

"Come on Luk! You'll be there with me and your best friend, my cousin, Tay will be there too! So there's no need to be scared, alright?"
I just agreed. I had nothing to lose. If they didn't accept me, what could they do to me? Chase me away? As stubborn as I was and as stubborn as you were, that would never work out. They can't keep us away from each other.

Watching you from afar, I remember that I had done that for a long time. Did that sound scary? I'm sorry if it did. However, I never failed to admire you, again and again.
Sometimes I wonder, why you had fallen in love with me, because..

If we hadn't been together,
If we didn't meet each other,
If this morning hadn't come,

This would never have happened.
I hugged you from behind, while trying to rest my head on your shoulder. You were a tad smaller than I, but that was cute.

"Luk?"
"Hmmm..?" I wondered why you had been calling out my name so much, was it a sign?
Was this actually a sign to that horrible accident?
"Luk... Sometimes.. I'm scared to lose you. Our families are so different, but, I don't know why you like a normal girl like me!"

I was surprised that you said that. I never heard you say anything related to that. Not at all, but..
It is what I was always thinking about.

Losing you.
"Cherri... You're not just a normal girl." I smiled and moved your head closer to me.

"Cherri, you're my special girl. I love to listen to you, I love how you listen to my stories and what I absolutely love more is... Is just all of you."
Then, there was this car accident.

They told me you had been hit, when you were on your way to your sister's home, from walking away from our little park. It was my fault, wasn't it?

Your injuries weren't too severe, however, you lost your memories.
I tried and tried and tried, to help recover your memories, but..

You were afraid of me. You didn't trust me and thought I was scary. No matter how many times I visited, you still thought the same.

I gave up.
After months, I moved on.

I know you're better off without me. It's my fault after all. That was what your sister kept telling me, again and again. Eventually, I started to believe her.

Don't worry about me. I'll be fine, and so will you.
This park's still my favorite place and I always take my first dates here, but most of these dates ended up in failures. However, this girl's quite nice.

Sometimes, lately, I see you walking in the park. I heard from Tay that you're doing better and you're able to move by yourself. However, you never looked at me. I'm probably still a scary person to you?
I wish you would walk over to me and rip me off from the other girls, but you didn't.
Secretly, I feel like wrapping my arms around you and hug you tight against me, but, I can't. You'll probably scream and get a whole cops-team chasing me..!
I guess you really still didn't know me, which is probably better.
You will have a better life without me..

Take care, Cherri.

I hope you'll be happy, even if it's without me.
... ... ...

Luk..

My Luk.
I feel a spinning headache creeping over my whole head, which makes my whole body tremble. I feel like taking your hand and push the other girl away from you..
I wish that this feeling didn't appear, everytime I see you with some girl, but it just appears. Is this jealousy or am I just imaging it? I sigh.

"I'm so sorry.."
"Luk..." I try to not to look, but I can't help it.

Luk, I'm so sorry for forgetting about you. Weeks ago I suddenly remembered everything again of my past, but I forgot the period during my recovery. I couldn't believe it when my parents told me that I had forgotten everything for months.

However, when I asked where were you, they said.. "Who?"
They told me they never saw you.. Did you really not visit me?
The urge to call your name grew and grew. I turn away and sigh. No. I can't.
I don't know if you still remember me.. Did you even know I was in an accident?
Tay has left my family's house and I don't understand why. I can't even call him and neither do my parents know where he is.

Why did this all happen?
Did you actually forget about me, just like I had forgotten about you?
Now... I'll never forget you.

We had our fun time, which I still wish for.
We were together, which I still grave for.

But, this can't happen in reality, right? In the end I'm not worth it.
I'm sorry for wasting your time with me. I'm sorry that I left you alone like that.
It's my fault for leaving you alone, it's my fault that I forgot about you,
but I'll always be yours and you'll always be mine, in my heart.

Thank you, for the memories, Luk. I'll never forget about you, never.

I hope you'll be happy, even if it's without me.
The End.

This was a little one chapter story. Maybe I'll ever consider, creating a continuation..
I hope you've enjoyed it and thank you for reading. ^^

Have a beautiful day and smile :)

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#10daniluvsims22Aug 19, 2014

\:wub\:\:wub\:\:wub\:

#11xLyennerdVIPAug 19, 2014

No no no, this is so frustrating and sad and ughhh \:\(

#12Bby-LAug 20, 2014

S-sukiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii T_T
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... T_T
You're a bad girl T_T

You have to make another chapter of this..and make a happy ending for them.. T_T

#13jumpgirl_64Aug 20, 2014

Wow...This is the saddest story EVER. He completely forgot her by an accident! But you're still a great writer! BUT THIS IS SO SAD!!!\:\(

#14AlessaFayeAug 21, 2014

What?! What do you mean IF you feel like continuing it?! You're going to have to continue it! \;\) Ugh, who put a bowl of onions here?

#15s2702913Aug 21, 2014

What a depressing story! lol! It was great though. It would be good to see a continuation \:D

#16LavoieriAug 22, 2014

who put a bowl of onions here? [2] \:\(

#17chaymarose Aug 22, 2014

that's so sad but it's just the start can't wait to see more

#18FiyaaAug 25, 2014

Gahhhh. You need to make one continuation of this. Ya hear mehh Suki?? I demand it. hehehe T____T

#19jouaxAug 28, 2014

The story is so interesting and i love how you go in depth with how she felt

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